okay so i know i havent been on much to submit artwork. Im sorry about that guys. Ill try to get more work on but i never have the time to do do because im always just messing around doing other things.
I have many picture that i could add, thats not my problem. I guess i feel a little bit discouraged because i watch so many amazing artists i just dont feel i can do anything anymore... However, i wont let it get to me! Ill draw and color some more pictures for you guys and ill re-do a couple of my older pictures (specifically michi)
Thanks for listening ^^

i can think of one... *cough* *BETH* ehem... *cough*

Anywayz. So yea
I know i have told some people not to make a journal everytime something comes up, but i havent made one in a while...

I am SO EXCITED! I totally found a wacom bamboo tablet for 80 bucks, and i only have to clean my basement in order to get that!

What else it great is two of my friends said they would help me. At least i believe so... I dont know. But i do know my sister is going to help and i love that because we get along so well! Also, im not sure yet, but i might be able to get my mom to take my friends out for dinner after we're done. Most likely at Red Lobster. Im pretty sure this girl i know named beth would love to help... *ehem* **cough cough** because she likes Red Lobsters Snow Crab Legs, and totally got me addicted to them. So anywayz. for all of you who actually read through that.. well, sorry for all of the reading. You can get back to what you were doing now...

This is one of the most amazing artists i have ever seen, but no one seems to notice their work. I am posting this journal for all of my watchers. It would be much apprectiated if you went and looked and this persons gallery. doesnt have many watchers, and i am helping pass their gallery on to people. It only takes a few minutes to look at a gallery, so please, go check this one out.

Pass this on if you like their gallery. Let everyone who is watching you know. If you do pass this on, in the title definately put "please read! It's short!" then they most likely will read it. People don't like reading a whole lot; i know i sure don't.

Thank you all for reading ^^ again, thats 's gallery

I am totally amazingly excited and it is bugging the CRAP out of me.

Alright, my friend and i just got new swimmingsuits, and we match its kinda embarrassing, but fun at the same time.

....OH WHAT THE HELL DO I CARE IF SOMEONE THINKS THAT WEIRD THEY CAN GO SCREW THEMSELVES....

** sorry about the outburst **

anyway, we got them because on the 28th-30th of may we have a lot going on that has to do with water. On the 28th, were most likely going to water world,if not something else thats involved with water, and on the 29th i dont know what shes doing, but im going to Elitches, and then on the 30th we have a thing at our school called the all school picnic, and we have water fights, and the sprinklers come on, and everything is just a lot of fun in that last wekk or school. I LOVE IT AND CANT WAIT! Its buggin me! i cant wait 3 weeks!!!! V_V oh well.. i guess theres no choice tho. I will just have to wait. Although school weeks do go by pretty fast. hmmm. OH!!! That reminds me! Next week i have something due! Both me and my friend do! Okay, beth im gonna need you to call me sometime in the afternoon tomorrow... please? please? please? i REALLY NEED YOU TO SO THAT WE CAN GO OVER THE EVAL.

Thanks for listening! i know i totally just wasted your time, but it helped me remember my eval, so its all good.

^^ thanks a bunch

~~Ayukame~~

For the days we were together, you were an ass, but i cant exactly say i wasn't either.
You so to speak yelled at me everytime i got near you.
I would stroke you and you'd be so soft.
Those random times where you had a really good day, i would sit there and talk to you forever. Still stroking you. Your still so soft.
Then that fateful day, your just plain out gone. We had recently shared another of your random happy days, and we had played for maybe like a half hour, but it felt like hours. Laughing crazily, and battling through.
But when you left that day i realized.
How could we be so angry at eachother almost every day, and not even truely notice? It was amazing because we were the closest of friends. Even if we were always angry at oneanother, we still were unseperable.
I couldn't help it that day. I had gone to subway to eat. I looked out of the windows in Subway just hoping that for some strange reason, it was meant for you to come back to me, and that i would see you randomly running by. It never happened. I though about our good day. I started bauling. Quietly, but certainly. I had thought so much that you would come back, but it never happened. Now what? i cant find you. My family just says that it's better not to have you around. That's not how i feel. The only part of my family that doesn't think you being gone is a good thing, is probably your old friends. They have become so quiet, and so lazy since then. I can't bear to see it. They're losing muscle mass so quickly. Getting heavier so quickly. You were family. If i dont find you again, i dont know what will happen.
I am officially screwed.